Here I sit, drowning in mediocrity and unfulfilled dreams. Occasionally a word or thought will give me hope and I’ll gasp for yet another breath. My eyes will open, my lungs will fill. And I’ll once again see the vision you placed in my heart. But then today soon washes over me. I spend time doing nothing. The cold waters of wasted time surround me. I begin to sink; ignoring what you have for me, becoming numb to the excitement I once had.